can't stop the spirit when it needs you
this life is more than just a read-thru(the red hot chili peppers)
Steve asks when I'll have something ready for him to read, and I can't answer. It's impossible to write through the blockage in my head. A sinus headache seven days running or more (I've lost count) makes anything more than the most basic of mental functions next to impossible.
Not that I don't try; I do. I sit at the screen, poking at the keyboard with willing fingers, but it isn't WRITING, not the kind I mean, or the kind he wants.
But today will perhaps be better: An early drive coaxed some poetry from me; head-clearing, that.
And the images along the way serve to break up some of the sludge in my skull.
A plastic wrapping unwinds from a covered load, sheer streamer making sinuous shapes behind the bulky truck.
Smear of clothing on the shoulder, like a man disintegrated from within.
Tight traffic, sandwiched between a Mustang and an unmarked trooper. Ahead, in the Mustang, a nearly shaved head bobs to unheard music. Behind, in my rearview, the trooper chews gum. I watch, hoping he'll blow a bubble. I lose both companions at the tollbooth before he does. I imagine unmarked trooper blowing bubbles as he drives down 95.
Whether he does or not is immaterial to my amusement.
The Inner Harbor is a toy city built upon a sheet of glass. Sun shines into my eyes, onto my skin. I am, it is, we are, all come together at once. I am the Universe and the Universe is me.
Inhale. Exhale. Return to the mortal coil, finish driving.
Yes. A good day to write.