Once again, the world changes....

I will be the first to admit that it's my attitude that sucks.

However, what is possibly the most important day in my life so far (not my wedding day, despite what the bridal industry would have us believe) tomorrow, the first rehearsal for Watergate! the Musical, is shaping up to be a meatgrinder.

Or perhaps I mean boilermaker. Either way.

Guilt at not being able to be at my sister's for her open house, disappointment at the probable loss of a talented actor and treasured friend, resentment at the rewrite, anxiety over getting copies made, and the pervasive pain and sadness that accompanies rainy weather are all in league to give me nightmares tonight.

If I sleep at all.